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…..still alive and kicking! I’m really busy at the moment so there’s not much to say. Until next time ladies and gentlemen xoxo

-Breezie

Yayayaaa I know I’ve been out the loop here for a lil bit. WTH almost a month huh?! I know I know, charge it to my mind not my heart okay?! I’m going to make this short and simple. I have a lot going on in my life right now that I can’t complicate it right now. I’ve been super busy with a lot of stuff also. A lot BS, family, friends, everything lol. Just a pure mess. I just wanted to get on here and let you guys know I’m still alive and kicking!! Love you guys. Make sure you leave comments, emails, txt, tweets.. whatever Oodles!

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Ok ok ok, I know you guys are like where the heck did she go LMAO! I’m still alive and kicking. I went MIA for a minute. Tiff has been on me about blogging so here ya go POW! Since the last blog I’ve been to like 4 funerals. My neighbor Richard looked really good, although he was sick the funeral home that prepared his body did a dayum good job!!!! *stands up and claps* sorry to say he looked better dead than he did when he was alive 0_o Ok on another note, my mom has been getting worse with her memory. She asks me the same question like 4 times and I’ve already answered so I’m like -_- mom ask me something else you’re tripping me out here. Me and my business partner are in the process of putting a site together so that’s where a lot of my time has been as well. I’ve fixed like 2 different computers, fixed a printer, set up a network already. Yah ur girl has been massively busy. Not to mention the Camry needs axles so that’s my next thing to tackle! The Honda just had some stuff done to it and the Stratus just had spark plugs changed. I’m so tired of working on cars idk what to do *hangs head low* I’m gunna cut this short……. I could go on and on and ON! So ya, I’ll be back with another blog in a day or so. Be sure to leave comments and what not. Don’t be scurred to email me if you want. Also, if your not following me make sure you do: TWITTER Until next time lads and gents!

Peace and Blessings,
-Breezie

[ADD]5:27am one of my friends, neighbor of 23 years has passed away. Unfortunately he had 4 seizures back to back between being home and the ambulance taking him to the hospital. Upon arrival he was immediately taken to ‘hospice’ if you do not know what that means then CLICK HERE for more information on hospice. It’s a sad situation but at the same time I know we all have to die. We were born into this world and unfortunately we all have to die as well He was a really nice guy. My other neighbor didn’t like him because he was sort of a crack head BUT I don’t judge people. He’s never stolen anything from me and was always willing to help me or my mom with anything. I’ve watched him help my mom with the most difficult things and struggle to make it when ppl turned him down so many times just for freaking ride to the store that was like what not even a mile down the road!! He’s never done me, my mom, or any of the other neighbors wrong. My heart is aching for him right now! Just hurts. He watched me grow up.. he’s been my neighbor since I was 2 months old and has watched me grow up and be a big brother to me in a way. He had A.I.D.S., unfortunate I know. He never once was that person that was bitter OR looked like he was trying to spread it. He’s always just been so nice to me and it’s just unfortunate that he’s gone
To all my visitors/commenter/swhatever you description please remember tomorrow is not promised so live for today and not tomorrows satisfaction! Please keep myself, my neighbors, and MOST IMPORTANTLY his family in your prayers. His mom is taking it fairly well. She is a cancer survivor Praise God. Anyhow, back to watching The City.. please comment babes!! Blessings![/ADD]

It’s been a couple of weeks since the last time I blogged. Just as the title says, I NEED A BREAK from everythingggggggggg! One minute I’m on the up and up then the next it’s a no go. Idk how ppl stay so positive all the time. Well maybe it’s because I’ve been depressed for so long. I’ve been trying to surround myself with positive ppl but at the same time it’s hard because the positive ppl around you aren’t really mint to be there. Like, there’s this person that’s been around for a couple of years and has seen the good the bad and the ugly! but the person gets upset when I start feeling down again like wth am I supposed to do? Fake how I feel?! I’ve faked how I’ve felt and held my tongue for so fuckn long that it’s part of the damn reason I’m in my state now! I kept my mouth shut when I should’ve been speaking UP and OUT! I mean, if your my friend then you should be by my side when I need you.. not when it’s convenient. A true friend will answer the phone at 2am if they see me call because that’s what they are A FRIEND. I know anyone that calls me at that time of the morning I will answer because I’m a friend and I want to be there. Point Blank!

There’s just a whole PLETHERA of problems going on in my life that are complicated that I’ve gotta figure out a way to work them out I wish there was a person, just ONE PERSON, that would listen to me when I need to, give me advice when I need it and not just say “IDK what to tell you”, will care about me regardless of the issue, and that I know I can trust and will hold it down for me. You know what I mean?? I don’t really have a best friend, she betray me in HS so I haven’t really trusted ppl. Someone told me I’m “TOO” secretive.. how can you be too secretive when all ppl do in this world is stab you in the back?! It’s like there’s NOBODY out there you can trust! I just want one person I can trust and know that what comes out of my mouth stays between me and that person, feel me?

I’ve had lots and lots of migraines every day, there are days when I wake up with a migraine then there are days where I wake up fine but then end up getting a migraine. I’ve had my mom checking my blood pressure when I have a migraine and come to find out, every time I have a migraine my blood pressure is always too high. My mom says I need to chill or I will drive myself into a stroke. My oldest sister recently passed due to a brain anurism. IDK if you guys knew that or not :kanye shrug: but yea she passed *tear* I’m still hurt by that! IDK what caused her’s but I’m scared I might be next because I can’t get rid of these migraines. It’s like seriously out of 7 days in a week I have a migraine at least twice out of every day! There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t have a migraine. But anyway, I need to get off here so I can finish watching “The Hills”, Tiny & Toya” and Flashforward. Please comment guys! I really appreciate all the love Also, I’m always on twitter LOL if you have an account make sure your following me TWITTER Ohhh there’s some more drama that I don’t feel like discussing RIGHT NOW so I will save it for the next blog.. BTW, how do you like the new lay?! IDK if I’m going to keep WP or do something different, maybe do a throwback sorta coding thing idk yet.. anyhow….

Deuces!
-Keanna

Hey guys I missed you!! Okay so I haven’t blogged in a while and I’ve been itching to do so LOL! I’ve been kinda hesitant to blog because I have a stalker on my hands!! When I say stalker I mean STALKER I’ve been trying to figure out a way to make my website private where the only way you can see stuff on here or view my blogs is by knowing a password or by being subscribed and I approve it :kanye shrug: idk how so if any of you pimpettes know how to do that please drop me a line, tweet, email, message, whatever! LOL!! I’ve been constantly on the go lately and I’ve been keeping to myself, kinda like taking a step back from life for a minute idk. I’ve been severely stressed and have been having severe migrains UGH! I hate having migrains. Two weeks ago I had the flu FML! That really sucked lol. It’s been so hectic. Well I’ve gotta get my classwork on so I will see you guys again soon. What you guys getting your significant other or special crush for valentines?! Idk what I’ma do for valentines seeing as I don’t have a boo or valentine Keep it blessed guys, Love you all!

-Breezie

It comes at no surprise that Haiti needs our help and our prayers. This morning they had an aftershock of 6.1!! Talk about crisis. It’s crazy how one minute your standing on solid foundation then the next your covered with rocks and fighting to stay alive 0_o it hurts me to my soul and I can only imagine what their going through or thinking right now. What am I saying.. I can’t even imagine it!! OMG I’m struck with the sadness of what’s happened. WOW! Just WOW! One was enough but a aftershock just made things a lot worse for them. I’m hoping that everyone is donating what they can, if they can. I’m not able to throw out $$ like everyone else BUT I am donating what I can like clothes that I can not wear, decent shoes that I have no purpose for, and the little bit of $$ I have. My school is having a fundraiser and so is my job so I’m donating at both as much as I can per week/per check. If you haven’t heard of the newest news here’s the article. It’s a very disturbing article so watch out if your sensitive about this subject k?

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Also, I found a poem I’d like to share with you guys about this tragic time. The poem was written by a person by the name of Annabel Sheila. Beautiful poem personally…. Enjoy!

Humanity In Tragedy
(Haiti – The Earthquake – January 2010)

Sadness weighs heavily upon my heart,
Human tragedy, devastating loss of life;
A struggling nation where poverty is an epidemic,
They faced the wrath of nature yet again.
Haiti, land of sunshine and misery,
Where the rich thrive, and the poor perish.
Mother Earth drew a deep breath,
And as she exhaled, a shuddering groan
Shook all that lay against her bosom.
There was no anger in her deed.
She did not intend to destroy.
Calamity was beyond her control.
With the very earth shaking beneath their feet,
There was nowhere to run.
Palaces and shanties alike reduced to rubble,
Entombing those who could not escape.
Cries from beneath mountains of stone,
Echo through the streets.
Helpless, they weep for those they cannot reach.
Battered and beaten, they are defeated.
They hold the loved ones they can,
And grieve for those that are lost.
Now the wealthy and poor are united at last,
For there is no discrimination when catastrophe strikes.
But out of the destruction, hope will rise,
Like the brilliant sunshine that warms
Their beloved country.
Nations will join together to assist them.
For we hear their cries, and our hearts weep,
We will take their hands and hold them tightly,
Comfort them, and lift them from the dust.
Sometimes I question,
Whether compassion for humanity still exists,
Then at times like this, I see it
In all its splendour!
And my faith is restored once more.

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With everything being said please remember to keep Haiti in your prayers and please donate anything you can to the cause. Make sure you are watching where your sending your donations because some of them are scams and some are the truth. As said before, I am donating through my school and job just to be on the safe side!

Life is Love guys and keep doing what you do best which is LIVE!!!

-Breezie

Good morning my lovely babies. How are you doing? I woke up this morning with a smile for some reason. Felt different LOL! I’ve been through a lot since the last blog site I had. I’m glad to be back actually. Now I have somewhere to put my emotions and not keep putting them bottled up. I’ve been ready to explode lately lol! On another note, My homie Kay had her baby girl!! She’s so adorable OMG!! :tear: she’s a sweety. Terin is about to pop as well. She’s a sweetheart herself. I’m doing homework right now and I’m actually at work blogging lol!!

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So tomorrow I have to work
…and I know it’s MLK aka Martin Luther King Jr. Day. I found this poem I would like to share with you

Standing Tall-”In honor of Martin Luther King”

Some kings rule their kingdoms sitting down
Surrounded by luxury, soft cushions and fans
But this King stood strong
stood proud
stood tall

When the driver told Rosa
“Move to the back of the bus!”
When the waiter told students
“We don’t serve your kind!”
When the Mayor told voter
“Your vote don’t count!”
And when the sheriff told marchers
“Get off our streets!”
using fire hoses, police dogs and cattle prods to move them along
This King stood strong
stood proud
stood tall
Speaking of peace
of love
and children
hand in hand
free at last
free at last

When some yelled for violence
For angry revenge
An eye for an eye
And a tooth for a tooth
He stood his ground
Preaching peace

And when some spit out hate
He stood there smiling
Spreading love
Until it rolled like the sea across the land
Sweeping away Jim Crow
Breaking down the walls
Ringing the bell
Joyfully
For Freedom

Until
Standing on the mountain top
They shot him
Coldly
Hoping to see him fall
Hoping to put him away
To bring him low

But this King
even in death
even today
stands strong
stands proud
stands tall
And we remember
-by Jamie McKenzie

If you don’t know about Martin Luther King Jr., here’s his biography. Read up on him. He did A LOT back in his day that changed the world as we know it now! Look, we have a BLACK PRESIDENT!! Who would’ve thought that OMG! America rocks right now.. rock with us heheheeee. Well I’m outta here for now.. Feel free to leave comments and FOLLOW me on TWITTER!!!

Life is Love guys!

-Breezie

Why Hello There! I thought I would never be back LOL! As most of you know I’m Breezie. Former owner of ReignOfBeauty.net. I didn’t have that domain very long. I got sick of it LMAO! Well I’m BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK and for good this time or atleast I hope lol. There’s been a lot that’s been going since my last blog on my old site. It’s been about what 8 months since any of you have heard from me?! I know there’s a couple that I keep intouch with on a regular but there are some that I haven’t been keeping in touch with. HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRR I’m late I know don’t hate hahahaaa! Anywho, how’s everyone’s New Year coming along? Is 2010 your year for change? God knows it is for me. Ok so I’m finally on twitter and you should follow me lol. Find my link HERE I’m always on there either through phone or computer lol.. I’m always cutting up on there. Anywho, This is my official Grand Opening. Don’t you just love the link name?! Catchy and cute huh?? I know I know :claps: :bows: heheheheee!! Lemme stop. Make sure you guys are commenting on my blogs and tweeting with meeee see ya babes MUAH!

-Breezie